Satisfied.

How does it feel to suspect and hate someone for so long that you can't even bear hearing their name? Specially when you used to love that person to pieces? Well, let me tell you, it feels like there is a hot burning ball of stress in your chest and there is nothing you can do to make it go away. It feels like you have to live with it, forever but actually that's not true. I know it's difficult, very difficult but talking things out really helps. Believe me, shouting at each other doesn't work, actually it makes everything worse. I know that because a few days ago, I had my moment of satisfaction. It feels good, but I guess sometimes satisfaction ain't enough, at least for the aggressive types who always want a revenge. That friend I lost meant the world to me, she was my best friend, the only person who could tell that something is wrong just by a glance. Well, now it's not as bad as it was a few days ago, and i am really happy about that but I know, it's never going to be the same.

Loving someone hurts, hurts like hell, specially when they are your friends whom you know will never stick to you forever. What hurts the most is that feeling you get when you regret every single word you said to the person who left you all alone not even realising how many pieces they have broken you into. But then again, that's life and we have to go on with it. Watching her leave was like the worst thing that had ever happened to me. How does it feel when the person you thought would be there with you through thick and thin suddenly walks that too without giving you any good reason? Hurts right? Well, I feel like that every time someone mentions her. It feels so bad to know that my best friend forever has no respect for me anymore. But i have to get over all of this and move on, try to find out that what's what. People all around seem to be fake, finding the swan the too difficult, but eventually everybody does and so will I. :D

Finally we know the final date!

According to the CICSE (Council for the Indian School Certificate Examinations) the ICSE and ISC results would be declared on 17th May, 2013. I am so terrified! I wasted so much time watching movies, downloading new songs etc etc even during the EXAMS! i HOPE i get a decent percentage! Atleast i want to break the family record of 85% (i know this is less, good for me :P ) 

How to get ICSE Results 2013 and ISC Results 2013: According to the press release, authorities will announce the ICSE and ISC Exam Reslts 2013 over the Internet and SMS.

ICSE 2013 and ISC 2013 Results via SMS: Candidates willing to get ICSE (class 10) exam results 2013 need to type ICSE "INDEX NUMBER" and need to send it to any of the following numbers (51818, 56263, 58888, 5676750, 56388, 54242). While for ISC (Class 12) exam results 2013 candidates need to type ISC "INDEX NUMBER" and send it to any of the above numbers.

So, all the best fellow ICSE/ISC students!

Life would suck without you two..

A well trained dog can be a man’s best friend. Actually, I never used to believe this before my sweet little dog, Whisky happened. There are times when I feel like crying like hell but have no one except him around me who I can speak to (yes, that works!) or there are times when I am very happy about something but no one except him seems to be interested (his jumping around makes me think that he is happy for me :P).  Yeah, his hair all over my clothes are irritating but they are nothing when compared to how much alive he makes me feel. When people tell me about the stuff babies do, I realize that he does everything a human baby does; he has to be trained as carefully as kids have to be educated..! Every morning it is he who prevents me from falling asleep again and makes me run all around the house. Ha! Ha! Ha! And just Whisky is not enough to make my life so exiting, my cat, Meow (her real name is Alex but she never responds to that name to I just call her Meow) makes life all the more merry. About a year ago when people told me that they have a cat and a dog living together in their house, this is what I used to think “OKAY stop lying now, I know a cat and a dog can never stay together. Stop being insane and watch Tom and Jerry that explains my point” but actually now I am the insane person who tells everyone the hilarious tales of her pets, Whisky and Meow. What I have learned in a year is that when a dog jumps on your lap, it's because he is fond of you; but is a cat does the same thing, it 's because your lap is warmer :P Yes, cats regard humans as their warm blooded piece of furniture. I just can't imagine life without these two little souls beside me. There are times when I make a fool of myself in front of everyone, but then i am reminded of Whisky and Meow,the I remember that no matter what I do, no matter how strange I act, my pets will always make me feel better by doing things more strange and hilarious. The best feeling in the world is when you walk into your room, sad and depressed and you find a happy pet sitting there, eagerly waiting for you, to be loved, to love you, that gesture of theirs can actually act as a medicine for any kind of stress, depression or heartbreak..:D

What I think Life is all about..

Life is hilarious, it slaps you hard, breaks you in every possible way and the moment you are about to give up, an angel hears your painful cries and grabs you by the hand making everything OKAY again. I do realize that life hasn’t taught me most things yet, but what I have learned till now is that we should never give up in life as we never know when wonderful things can happen to us. I like this metaphor i read last night “An arrow can only be shot by pulling it backward, so when life is dragging you back with difficulties, it means it’s going to launch you in something great.” Life should be like that you shouldn’t remember when was the last time you said “That’s it, I am never going to try this again” and really meant it because whenever you mess up things, you should TRY to put them together. Maybe that’s what we are supposed to do, our whole life has already been designed by God, and I suppose that the only ‘Full Sop’ we should come to should be death and nothing else. Leaving things the way they are, giving up, crying for what has been lost is very easy but easy way is not always the best way. I remember what our Computer teacher, Kishore Pandit sir told us “You can never gain till you experience pain”. At that particular moment I was busy staring the computer screen but now I realize that he made a lot a of sense and I wish I would have listened to his lecture that day. Well, I guess, that’s what life is, funny combination of difficulties and happiness.